Wednesday November 19 Th. 2008 Ababstance ands Marks swim therapy

I was not woken by a though by God this morning. This was very unusual because, I was talking to my cousin Mary Willaims, last night and we were talking about this very thing. Mary had made mention about how she loves when God would reveal himself to her and that she loves the closeness she feels with the Lord when he speaks to her. I told her I felt the same way. Then we talked about how sometimes we did not here from our Lord, and we said how we did not like when this happens.
I wonder If my Lord did not speak to me this morning because I was really wanting to sleep instead of getting up to see what he had to say. I ask the Lord to let me sleep last night and he did. Boy sleep definitely was not more important then what God had to say to my heart! I have missed my Lord all day. My heart is lonely, I do not feel your presence Lord. I know you are there. God speak to my heart, as you have been doing lately! I do not care what time it is. I just love the fellowship I have been having with You Lord.

I did not wake up until 7:00 A. M. this morning the Lord did not speak to my heart. I am lost with out him to day. I feel I have truly missed out on something great. I miss the fellow ship I have been having with the Lord in the early mornings I would rather not sleep. I know God has given me more energy thought his word, than sleeping. Please O Lord here my cry wake me at anytime in the night or quicken my spirit in the day so that I won't miss out on what you have to say to my spirit. I want to here from you all ways. I want to know what you have to say. I want you to teach me what you want me to know. I want to hear your voice. I want to know your will for my life. I do not want to lose sight of you. Keep me in your presence. I have tasted what you have to offer and I want more of you!

I went to Marks swim therapy to day Mom and Dad were their to. I was so glad I made it. I was able to see how much better Mark was doing than on Monday when I had last seen him. Mark walked across the pool about three times. Then Mark floated on his back this time he did not need the swimming noodles under his knees to make them come in the floating position Mark's knee came up all by there self. Mark still had to keep his head on the therapist shoulder so he could float on his back with out sinking. Then the therapist Kelly helped Mark stand again then he told Mark to hold his breath so he could float on his stomach Mark did float two times as the therapist push him thought the water then the therapist Kelly told Mark to kick his feet Mark had to move his arms like he would if he were to swim and Mark did what the therapist Kelly ask him to do .

This was huge because Monday was so bad for Mark. Mark could not stop shaking, on Monday he could not do what he was trying do! To day was a great day! Mark has definitely in proved. I am very happy for Mark. To see improvement in him is very encouraging Mark is trying very hard to do what is ask of him and it is never easy for him. Mark has not given up and I am very proud of Mark for doing that! I want to thank you God for strengthen Mark for helping him thought everything that he has to do. I know if it were not for You, Mark would not be doing the things that he is! Mark would not be here today! You are the healer, Redeemer, restorer, You make all things new!

I went by to see Mark and just say hi, Marks jerks are doing better the medicine must be at the levels needed to help him. I will be happy for you brother when this is all over for you and you can go home and start getting things back to normal.